Gifts II
We all fear loss: of people,
of things,
of what is familiar. We fear change,
which, often enough, is our
only
salvation. I love this home I’ve made,
this small farm, my healthy
hens
wandering the orchard, my dog
who
now digs up the backyard on a
long
treasure hunt after voles,
children’s art,
paintings by Russian friends,
even a
ragged orange sari from
Nabaneeta,
given forty-five years ago
and taped
to my desk to be a curtain,
this
writing chair I’ve made a new
cover
for five times in more than
forty years,
and written in it more than
eighty
books. The climate worsens. Growing
my food is harder each
year. If
fracking comes, I will
leave. It
means giving all this loved
property
away. These hundreds of gifts
will make me richer. I already
see what will happen. The single
student I had in my winter
class,
whom I scolded more than
praised,
now brings me raspberry
canes,
tomato, pepper, and okra
plants.
I took Robert eggs, and he
burned
off one of my tree stumps in
the
meadow. I am reprimanded. I
forgot the mystery of the
gift,
which has to move. The secret
of eternal life then?
Give it all away.
Judy Hogan
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