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Leaves break free, fly in the wind,
scattering, scattering. Silhouettes bank
against chipping, cracked brick buildings.
Leaves play a whirling dervish beneath the
sun’s mercurial tempers.
Under a maple tree I sit while red souls
of summer’s spent drop onto my
windshield as shadows dance on the
dashboard—my arms, my face, and
I think of pumpkin pie, log fires,
football games and Halloween.
Autumn’s nostalgia fades to cliché,
like memories of Maw Maw’s threadbare
Sunday dress, like my vacant thoughts.
Even wistful melodies eventually play out,
as do autumn leaves, as do laughing
children jumping in autumn leaves,
and love.
Went walking in the mall where we used to walk
During the cold season.
It was the first time since you had gone,
And your footprints still glowed to me.
And I saw your face in the empty store windows.
Next to me
Shoulder to shoulder
Hand in hand
As we made our circuit around the mall.
I can still feel
When I put my arm around you
As we walked
And I pulled you to me.
My innocent,
My little one
Who needed my protection
When your world had lost
Its color, its light
And so much was grey.
I could feel, and I knew
I was your color, your light
And your connection
To this world.
So, as I walk this place
You still linger here.
Flickers of motion
Flashes of feeling,
And so much emotion.
My tears realize my pain.
Thank god something remains.
Enough to help me get through
Without you.
It's difficult to come back here.
“I want her back when you’re done.”
They will toss you out, flush you down.
They won’t know to stop when my Grandpa’s eyes –
like sky – are there.
And your nose? They won’t know.
That’s your daddy and sister –
right there!
“I want her back when you’re done.”
Forty-five minutes of waiting
stacked next to the three months
I carried you.
The brown hands of a nurse handing me hospital Tupperware.
“I want her back when you’re done.”
Tucking you right there in the safety of me.
Self-preservation not letting me look,
but little by little my warmth breaking through coldness.
Carrying you home to the wood of our kinfolk:
Loblolly tall and Maple wide.
Scrubby Oak to decorate your spot
with acorn crowns.
“I want her back when you’re done.”
Your daddy – muddy with earth –
Your sister and I searching the hills and
bases of trees for marble quartz.
Sweating out our grief that day.
“I want her back when you’re done.”
At church it starts and keeps up
through five hymns.
Two creeks flowing, meeting up
at my chin and falling into two open palms:
waiting for the Good Lord to dry them up
so we can pass on dry land.
“I want her back when you’re done.”
In the by and by.
Rising, surprising,
from Arizona’s dry palette,
Jerome is still clinging
to the side of its hill,
its roads steeply climbing
and lined with the houses
and shops built by miners
long since moved on,
where Slim Chance & Friends
are pickin’ nights at The Palace
drinkin’ watered down high balls
in tall, smoky rooms,
where mornings, the locals
are gathered at Macey’s
downing coffee and pies
and the talk of the town,
where Dede won’t stay
in hotels rumored haunted,
where Tracy, the potter,
makes up his spare rooms,
where Still Life With Woodpecker’s
on the shelf in the hallway
signed by Tom Robbins,
still wishing “Good Luck”.
by caren stuart
previously published in Wish You Were Here: A Poetry and Prose Anthology
by Old Mountain Press
Scat in the rose beds,
scat in the drive,
under the pine trees,
dotting the lawn,
down in the ditches
where day lilies grow,
scattered on flagstones
that lead to the porch,
by the nandina the deer
strip of red berries,
over to beauty bushes
and swamp azalea
they prune for us.
Two hundred dollars
worth of tulips
beheaded before
they bloomed.
Whose property do
they think this is?
my exasperated
husband asks.
Ours, their cloven
hoof falls whisper,
since the dawn of time.
By Judith Stanton
Previously published in Deer Diaries, 2017
We were playing 20 hands of 5-card draw
It was a 4-some, with my best friend, my wife and Jimmie Carter
The prize-2300 match-sticks and pennies by the dozens-
Was just 72 inches away, and tingling. We were in the 9s all the way,
me and Jimmie, cheating under the table and counting
Up our winnings 20 at a time, fingers and toes worth,
until the talk turned to how many lovers you had? and
lemee tell you me and Jimmie had some low numbers
being shy Southern Baptist boys with strong mothers
and growing up in pint-sized towns where every girl’s
daddy carried 3 0r 4 shotguns-meanwhile my wife is
vaulting past 30 while I’m trying to get beyond my ten
fingers and my “friend” is racing forward in his size 13s
enumerating all his 27 rejections and 45 almost-loves
when Jimmie smiles and says “Well, I have sinned in my
heart a time or 3,” and I get that, like a 100 on a math test
and I jump up and shout “All my loves, over 50, more than 200,
probably 1000!” And that was just high school, 1966-1972.
A woman with chestnut hair, alabaster skin,
drives a light-green Prius with ski racks
through a 4-way stop sipping something to go
in a white cup, mocha or skinny latte,
while talking through her Bluetooth.
She gets up at 5:00 a.m., does yoga
for an hour then gets her bonny boy up
for homework check and breakfast and hugs
all before she showers for work.
During the day she teaches second grade.
At night she sings at The Infinity, wears
a light gray sequined dress, pulls her
impossibly, curly hair up with a blue ribbon
which spills all over the tie. She stands 6’1”.
Her eyes mirror oceans in greens and blues.
Sway, sway with a slow rhythmic pat to her hip.
She opens her pouty mouth and words
pour out in sultry melodies: Lilting and throaty,
endearing and erotic. When she sings,
she escapes her world, fluttering upward
like butterflies escaping a cave.
Its fire. Its shadows.
She performs at all times: Mommy, teacher,
singer, inside perfectly constructed margins,
under every spotlight. She does some coke
at intermission in the dressing room.
When her seven-year-old is with his Daddy
on weekends, she pulls the curtains,
releases the blinds, draws the needle
between her toes, shines like constellations.
by Patty Cole
Previously published in the Broad River Review, 2020
White snow
White sky
Cold white air
Snaps in the nostrils
And swirls
With the intricate scent
Of dark coffee
And cranberry bread
by Leela Ellis
Deities are nomads – clapping wanderers
spilling and spouting wisdoms
on slopes, in tents
until enough of us sanctify a place they can call home.
A cellar, a barn, church, temple or tabernacle –
out of the weather,
in from the hillside –
upgrade the boulder to ornate altar.
Polish the halo beneath a good roof.
But then they must come up with lessons and parables.
The pressure is on . . . make us believe
in fresh fables where ours are stale.
Keep true returners hungry for allegories, mild scolding.
Threaten malevolent blights and plagues.
In my eleventh hour.
I long for them to extol us,
and reward with more than sacred snacks –
restore with blessings and love.
A beneficial arrangement, and comfortable chair.
Gold and shekels in the plate.
Occasional myrrh.
Fried chicken in a basket. Socials. Folding money.
Seventh day adoration. Got it made . . .
plus two weeks off with praise.
by Sam Barbee
First Daffodil
I walk the pier, shunned
by the gulls, missing the echoes
of another pair
of footsteps.
I once cared to untangle
discarded fishing line and
repair damaged poles, but now
I count myself among the detritus.
The chipped railing,
gray with years of guts and rain,
does not cradle my arms comfortably.
I’d hoped you’d return to me—
an angel, a ghost, a mermaid, an unusual shell,
a clump of seaweed arranged just so.
Instead, I have the water.
Most look to the sky—I look
to the green depths and foam;
your whispers in the
crashes, our tears in the salt.
And the waves tell me
that there is such a thing
as eternity.
by Katelyn Vause
(My apologies to Edgar Allen Poe)
Once upon a midnight dreary as I
struggled weak and weary
Over a changed Form 1040 I had never
seen before.
Back and forth I did the sums, looking
for deduction crumbs
Hoping, ever hoping that I’d
find a way to score.
But alas twas not my lot to escape an
awful blot
Upon my worldly fortune, Uncle Sam
keeps wanting more.
My mind grows dim with sorrow, the due
date is tomorrow,
And I must find the answer else I’ll
end up very poor.
Can I deduct those gambling debts resulting from my stupid
bets?
Should I try to itemize my bar bill
from the club?
What about my one contribution, will
that not bring absolution?
Surely I can claim deduction for the
new pants that I tore.
Alas ‘tis midnight past, and the time is flying fast, and I
must find the answer
To the question: How much more?
You may think my answer funny; I'll
just send them all my money,
And request that they return to me all
that not spent before.
It is now six months gone by, and as
yet there’s no reply,
Could it be that Uncle Sam will grant
me no succor?
Then the Raven came rapping, rapping
The Raven came rapping, tapping at my
window door.
Oh! To be so doubly blessed, a
messenger from the IRS!
Surely he has come to tell me that my
problems are no more.
And I said “Oh
bird austere, do you bring me news of cheer?
If you brought to me a refund then
together we will soar.
I am down to bread and beans, for I do
not have the means
To buy a decent meal. Tell me Raven,
Am I affluent as I was in days of yore?
Quoth the Raven, “Never more!”
by Al Manning
Napa is wine; Carolina is whiskey.
Beyond the Internet, but not beyond the ubiquitous Dollar General
Winding through the green pavements of the upstate border road
Seeking Carolina whiskey dreams.
Passing over the rippling creek, past the trailer.
Swaying down a dirt drive to a distillery made by Florida pirates
Falling slats of shacks showing a gleaming barrel inside
A barking dog on the hill told me no one is home
Left me thirsty.
Long an expatriate in a foreign land,
Adopted by a cold California Sierra mountain.
Smelled vanilla Ponderosa pines, touched bold black obsidian, walked a sandy volcanic path.
Spent forty years in the high desert wilderness,
I left, thirsty.
Drank in the South, whiskey, and music.
Rainy afternoons, sunup to steaming evenings stared with fireflies.
At waterfall height, looking below to the great green arboreal creature
Breathing out what we breathe in.
Down in the dive bar, all sweating side by side, no civil war here.
Satisfying my heart to dance with a cousin,
Drink a shot and branch water.
My bifurcated soul spans this country,
Stretches tight, snaps back.
Neither blue ocean, nor mountainside slakes my thirst complete.
Keep on
Sipping from that spiritual pipeline, California to North Carolina.
by Nancy H. Williard
Where have you been, girl
Hiding behind life's wrinkles
Pressed skin, one kiss...breathe
by Pamela D. Hardy
I search for a memory
Down the dusty corridors of my mind.
Past undistinguished boxes
And grey, unfocused shapes.
This is a memory I should know right away.
But can't retrieve it now when I need it.
I concentrate as I move through aisles
Of nothing particular.
Fuzzy piles of…stuff
But not what I want.
It should be around here;
I can almost get it.
I know it’s nearby.
Frustrated, I stop,
Think hard, and hard, then relax.
Like a text message
It suddenly appears,
Sharpening itself
So I can see it.
Finally!
That was an experience I am too familiar with,
And feelings of concern temporarily occupy the light.
Time to move on,
Everything back to normal.
by George Kauffman
“If you don’t get what you want, don’t miss the lesson”___His Holiness, the Dali Lama
Beyond the overwhelming
fury of the thing,
there is something about
how we have refused, how we have how hardened again and again.
This dragon of a storm is roaring
for a reason.
In the waves taller than
trees, in the dark fury of the winds we are missing it.
And now how can we be
still and know?
We are being given the
dragon’s treasure and the creature screams in its outrage, “Is this what you
want, finally?”
We don’t even notice it
has vomited up its diamonds, its yellow chains, as the sickening pull of the
great waters swallows up the treasure that sparkles like golden bones, and devours
the glittering rocks. The treasure gleams and then is overcome in seething
waters.
We are busy listening to
our voices, listening to our fear, and Quan Yin rides the dragon on the waves
in stillness unimagined. Her voice is a flute, clear as a summer’s afternoon in
sun.
There is something we must
hear in all of this. There is something we must cherish, some call, some
message and maybe we can come to know again what precious truth is hidden in
the whirlwind.
By Linda Beatrice Brown,
September 10, 2017
© Linda Beatrice Brown
Even from way over on Elysian Fields it sounded
like a disaster drill, a siren a frantic army of titanic
kazoos blasting out holiday medleys, alarmed we
headed down to the levee, there high up behind
the wheel house playing in harsh blasts and shrieks
the rotund meister hulking in a broad hat,
walloping out Here Comes Santa Claus, the crowd
between panic and tears gaped at the discordant squeals
of steam, even a flock of birds sweeping up-river veered off over
the bayou for safety as we, trapped on the ground helpless
and too astonished to flee watched the whistles tear
into the air like a scene at a fiercely burning building
the whole steamboat threatening to explode with joy.
Twilight fades at the horizon.
Night is born
like baby Lord Krishna,
in a dark storm.
Winds whistle. We jostle
on a boat in the giant arms of the
ocean.
Whales, starfish, and seahorses plunge
into waves of unrest.
Water splashes in my face,
gushes inside the rocking boat.
Dark memories of yesterday spill in,
chilling my spine.
Humanity is parched for life like
miles and miles of cracked
cement.
A passing boat’s lingering siren
hollers to the Seven Wonders of the World.
Clouds open their gates,
mystic beasts of wonderland roar and
the sun’s sweet benedictions fall to
the earth.
The lighthouse flickers in sight.
I step from the boat
with bare toes into sinking sand,
shaking my wet hair, dropping to my
knees.
My soul calls out in prayer:
in this torn, rugged land.
by Aruna Gurumurthy
Sketched a plot
Amended the
soil
Dug a trough
Embedded the
seeds
Pre-emerged
Watered and fed
Mulched in hope
Now it’s up to
Heaven’s part
To provide what
I cannot –
Rays of sun
Nutrients of
earth
Showers of rain
For flowers of
blessing
From Seasons in the Garden By Sandra Fischer
You have no right to be in my dreams.
The house we would build on the hill.
Clearing thorn trees and loving the view.
Then going away.
Not having the will
That makes dreams real.
Damn you.
You have not right to be in my dreams.
But whenever I am on the hill, the dream is there,
And you are in it.
Damn you.
Intense
kitty bemoans the loss,
The
mouse in the house just got tossed.
“I’ll
find a rat or fat bunny.
I’ll
leave it some place, not so funny.”
by rick
bylina
Zealously invading
Winter’s cold with its promise
Gnats hatch to swill in warm
light
Sap swells into buds
Feebly, worming its
Presence into Winter’s wrath
Smoothing wind’s bite until
Only lone flakes remain.
Slowly limping until
Stems push dirt aside, petals
emerge,
And Spring tumbles in on
thunderheads
Spreading its promise in humid
air
Enduringly, heeding the
Calls of recreation,
The ancient prayers of life,
Spring
Lingers in warm breezes and
heavy dews.
by Carol Phillips
Hot dinner with you
Laughing, talking, sharingGood things we love
You ask where it is
The overly sweet
Overly melted
Burnt sugar drivel
Es en la basura
Con tus mentiras
You accuse me
You throw
A tantrum
You distract
You insist
That it's all my fault
You are drunk
And lying
You gave away my spirit
You gave away
My time
My Life
To some some drunken
Wide thighed
Cajoling stranger
Who plays with your guilt
The way a fisherman
Plays with his dinner
Before he skins it whole
And says
I thought we had an understanding
by Patricia K Phillips
Two older boys and me,
loaded with gear
Came to the Green River
in nighttime.
We trolled the river and
laid out some lines
And water was over my
chest at times.
It was a year like any
other year.
Our forests lost and
farmland gone to seed,
We caught some fish and
cooked them on a fire
Watched the water and
talked about desire
Howled at the moon and
called each other liar
while Nixon wept and
televised his greed
by Gary Phillips
In Spring some cherry trees weep
like their green sister willows
but wear blossoms
tip to trunk to tip
like rivals
while the other snow clouds
are palest pink
thinnest film lingerie
that first hope
in the now
not hereafter
and we can only say
bravo, bravo.
by Ruth Moose